Been a while

I have been working my butt off in retail and living life. I have not been making as much art as I have been back when I was in college when I made this website.

Heck been so long that some bits of the site broke and I should fix them.

I should do many things… like get back into art and stuff.

Hopefully if I can move out to my own place soon I can find that spark and start creating things again.
Though it will be tough as working to keep up with future rent will take loads of energy, that and the tons of other things moving and upkeeping one’s space n’ junk require.

Future is looking both dreadful yet hopeful.

I just wish my graphic design career actually became a thing. I guess no one found this site to be full of great ideas, designs, or whatever it is people where looking for back then. I have no idea what folks want now, but I do notice that things look bleak thanks to them no good, life stealing, data scrapin’, rotten AI programs stealing all the hard work of artists and creative folks. They produce garbage and make creative job hunting a pain. First it was the hundreds of daily fake jobs to have to apply for to get even a hint of a real one, and now it’s jobs that just want to hire yea to make a pile of crap that can be scanned by the programs so that the lazy mindless CEOs can just type up what they think they want and have a program crap out the worst things one can imagine.

-sigh-

Now I am just airing out my complaints again.

If only people could make programs to make anything other than creative work easier. Art was never meant to be easy. Art was meant to be made with thoughts and attention to detail. Especially graphic design for that sort of specific part of art is made with collaboration and exchanges of ideas. You can’t have just one person type up a whole portfolio and book of design concepts for a whole company. You need to have thousands of thoughts put into each and every single element of what goes into a brand and it’s designs. That’s what a graphic designer does and that’s something a program or CEO can’t do.

But the problem is the idiots in charge are cheap, and cheap means stupid. They don’t think, they don’t care, and they don’t understand how much one must know to create art of any kind.

Well this is getting long. I will end it here. No one is reading this, and I just want to let out some thoughts.
I’ll try to update this website some more in the future if I try to get back into being an artist again.